YPSILANTI REDUX & POCKYLIPS SOUNDTRACK
If you're not familiar with this, check out this yt vid:
https://youtu.be/t97ipSIDEfU?si=XthqcgkBJaSoOfNN
Back in 1996 when I had my vision that suggested I was Prophesied Savior Guy I did not immediately accept it, I actually struggled with it, was really embarrassed at the idea I'd have to eventually start telling people in my life that I was "Jesus". I went so far as to schedule an appointment with yet another shrink named Dr. Brink.
Over the years when sent to rehab and jail or applied for SSI I was diagnosed with delusions of grandeur and told that just because I had the vision didn't mean I had to follow through.
The problem with this diagnosis is that I kept finding "proof". I put the word PROOF in quotes because, as a matter of faith, we can only really claim I found corroborative evidence.
This evidence went from my face in a book of prophecy to very specific prophecies about my inventions. There were other more personal syncs and serendipitous events, dreams...
My conviction only grew. Now I have this blog. This is #182.
Of all the self-proclaimed savior guys I would argue I have the most objective, self-aware and egoless trip.
I recently had the pleasure of coming across 2 more fellas that think they are me 😂
At first their yt vids just seemed like support for ME, but after a few months they casually dropped their respective insanity:
The first guy I came across was IsraelofIsrael
The second, and a fella I REALLY respect is Jonathan Winslow aka Barbell Barry. He has used chatgpt, various Rabbis and some hope porn channelers to enforce his belief.
I think it would be fun to redo the Ypsilanti experiment with the 3 of us. I would probably make a better Psychoanalyst than whatever shrink would be there to oversee the experiment, but...let's just let him or her do their job ffs.
I know the right questions to ask, also ones a shrink would never think to ask. Jonathan has at least divulged his illness as a contributing factor. The first guy just seems batshit to me.
The obvious first question is: When / How did you first come to this realization?
The questions I would ask:
What prophecy are you fulfilling?
What does your family and friends think?
What music do you listen to?
The last one matters because it reflects the EMOTIONAL driver.
If Israel listened to jazz I'd say that alone disqualifies him.
If Jonathan listened to bluegrass I'd say get the fuck outta here.
OBVIOUSLY the "Antichrist" would be a metalhead. Metal is very End Timesy and 88% of metal dudes LOOK LIKE Jesus! The real prophecy about the Second Coming, the stuff RAPTURE fanatics conveniently gloss over is absolutely BRUTAL - no fluffy loveburger sentiment to be found, just JUDGEMENT and WRATH.
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Being burdened with this necessitates my use of metal JUST TO GET THROUGH THE DAY.
https://youtu.be/LKetSP1HvSw?si=-XQWmvkjwbV54dDx
Not an actual fan of Metallica, but this song inspired an entire genre - DJENT - as it syncs percussion and riffs. This is where Fear Factory and MECHINA came from. ONE is a powerful song on its own, a masterpiece, and when edited with Anakin / Darth, well... This will give my gangstalkers nightmares. When I get into my revenge state even demons run... But know I have learned from Anakin and could never fully commit to the dark side, as that is weak and gay. Good thing I did that heroic dose of shrooms and got to be Jesus for a couple hours. LOVE is the default state of existence, HATE is just a response to anything that gets in its way. That said, the daimon-maxxing love-infused soul I carry has been thwarted by selfish, evil gangstalking narcs and as stated numerous times here, it's time for them to get the fuck off my planet. I, Matityahu have never been loved by another human, and I'm fine with that. I love myself and my creator, I have yt bros I love and gals I pine for like a neo-troubador. I do get to give lovins to goddamn Buster, the only cat in the house not scared of me.
Watch this - loud - and you'll get who I am, crazy or legit.
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