THE NEVER CYCLE

 Part four to...

 https://rantichrist.blogspot.com/2020/11/diverted.html

https://rantichrist.blogspot.com/2020/11/the-island-of-dark-butterflies.html

https://rantichrist.blogspot.com/2021/03/projekt-sonnenblume.html

https://rantichrist.blogspot.com/2021/04/35-notes-on-bifurcation-nebenwelt.html


 The oversoul signs up for some pretty crazy shit, I don't care if you incarnate as a mutant, an athlete, Hitler or Gordon Ramsay - EVERYONE is conserving mystery and novelty.

But what value does a tortured child have for the universe?

God only knows but I'm starting to understand. You can't just say God works in mysterious ways, that's what voluntarily-ignorant assholes say, and we're a tad beyond that now.

What kind of oversoul says, "Yeah, I think I'll go down there and be literally shit on by some perverted adult and worse." ??? And what kind of oversoul says, "Yeah, I'll go down there and poop on babies for fun!" ???


 

I'm glad I don't remember the Akkaeneset incarnation, I know what I did but only because Patricia Cori wrote it down. I've seen glimpses in my astral travels, and it explains alot about how I found myself here...

 If the masses openly accepted the reality of reincarnation I wonder if it would help this whole VICTIM OLYMPICS society we find ourselves in?

It helps me at least. I'm sitting here bitching about how The Program can do the Remote Neural Monitoring thing and I have no privacy, how all these sociopaths and apaths get roped into fucking with me and mine... But then I'm like, I AM THE ASSHOLE THAT INVENTED MIND CONTROL IN THE FIRST PLACE!

Fizzix can be explained entirely by the real TIME TRAVEL rules. As much as we wish it was The Butterfly Effect rules it is not, we must live with our poorest decisions and cringiest moments. Dreams are as close as we can get, a space where we can virtually work out these feelings. The oversoul records every little thing and dreams are proof of that.

Our intuition is proof of our non-linear and non-local BASE nature. I knew I shouldn't have fucked Sharon from a practical here and now reason, but I knew I should not have fucked Lexi for some reason I did not know at all, it was just a gut feeling. Turns out she was my grand-daughter - OOPS!

Bailing on Jarl, Quinlen and my girls was difficult but I realized I had to come back here and do the Antichrist thing, to let Periditheon run the show. I could tell you the story of how I went back to Colorado, how Claud and Eric took the news. I could tell you why it is that Imogen and Piper incarnated for the sole/soul purpose of being Junior honeypots for me and Eric. What Jarl ended up doing with Jim, what REALLY happened down on Thule and Antarctica...

...But part of me does not want to know / member. I just know that there needs to be a modicum of mystery or there is no point to any of this. The Elohim were right to be conflicted about how Godlike we should be.

It would be nice if I could just have a normal life, but it would also be boring.

I know that.

Still waffling between ego and emotion and soul and stoicism. WOW.

This is the 100th blog / rant. If Lilian hadn't been ripped from my life, if Kira Sue hadn't cheated, if if if

did not turn into this


The Never Cycle is a clever, poetic, oxymoronic term for Fractaline Time, which is the 3rd option between CYCLICAL and LINEAR, it basically says that yeah, things repeat, but novelty is conserved.

You reincarnate


and things are similar, but you PROGRESS.

I'm still a loner mad-science guy, but now I smoke pot and jerk off to 4k porn with intermittent nofap streaks.

Hmmm. Maybe I will tell you what else happened, but I need to wait until THIS timeline collapses into what it needs to.




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