The tail end of yet another fight with The Kira Sue, I think we were both exhausted at that point and she blurted out the quiet part narcissist / BPD folks feel inside about their empath supply,
"You should be more like us."
I had asked her why some folks go narc / victim and others empath / hero given equal amounts of trauma.
This remains unanswered. Officially.
My answer is simple: You either have a divine spark or you don't.
In this blog I just want to acknowledge not the narc - attention whores don't need more attention - but the folks like me, their would-be "victims".
They say our kindness is mistaken for weakness. That right there proves narcs are retards.
Still, we reach a psychological breaking point, like a muscle reaching absolute fatigue. This is where the magic happens.
This is comparable to the concept of NEGENTROPY.
They created a monster. Why should I feel guilty for hating retarded narcs and being angry? Why should I burden my conscious with some bs lesson about "forgiveness" ???
NO! I will be just as brutal - boomerang effect nallat.
The difference is that all my "negative" emotions they try to hinge some straw man justification / blame onto is a REACTION.
Narctards wake up every day filled with hate, jealosy, resentment, they fill the day thinking of ways to ruin me.
ME? I wake up with gratitude, awe, anticipation, I think of ways to improve myself and the world. SORRY!
The above gif comes from STIMPY's INVENTION. In this episode we learn that Ren LOVES to be ANGRY.
In my case this love of anger is an adaptive necessity, a real source of magic powers. The beauty is I don't have to seek it or create scenarios for the sake of being angry.
Only GOOD people get to experience DIVINE WRATH.
Narctard anger is whiny bitch anger, victim olympics anger.
Fragile anger.
So bring it ye cunts, do your worst, it will only make me more monstrous and you weaker.
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