REMstate UPdate, I AM I Vice, Best Show Ever
You're in your pajamas cranking out a rant...
My dreams are so crazy it's a miracle I'm not phasing in and out of reality, drooling on myself...
It's always been this way; my great frustration has been I cannot convey just how intense and prolific my dreams are. The only way to reduce it is with cannabis but I ain't into that so much anymore. I NEED to escape every night, even if little girls rape me, I get stabbed by my best friend or I'm all superheroee. At least in REMland I get to have genuine interactions with entities - in waking world its all just a Gangstalking Skit, Gaslight Fails and routine, a struggle with addictions...
Meh.
Well, the dream theme this week is that ascension is not for the lazy (Christians take note). Like, you can't just believe ur gonna get raptured and POOF.
The metaphor has been:
A stairwell, spiraling up, turns into a ladder, turns into a pole
A mountain road gets gnarly and narrow, becomes a path, becomes a ladder
A gorge I normally hike becomes walled with loose shale, unclimbable.
I mean, I CAN because I'm determined...
But the other dreamer pathers who backslide irl, I think the gravity of guilt is actually worse than the vice itself.
Gail owns her vices like a goddamn boss
Have you ever seen that documentary about how I AM THAT I AM is actually I AM THAT, I AM ?
NO? ok well, the idea is similar to Aghori in that nothing is filthy or in new age ALL IS ONE.
Even Jesus said what goes into the body does not defile ...
So while you are struggling to be a good person...
Don't forget there are too - much - fun - police out there trying to kill your buzz and fuck those guys
hypocrite fucks.
I think the best way to be, eh, is like Wayne. He has the moral compass, the work ethic, the love of critters ... But he also enjoys the vag n the drink, also the slang
LETTERKENNY is just the best. I mean Bonnie alone
https://youtu.be/EFMIWEujut4
Anyhoo...
Will be updating this with any new or insightful REMSTATE UPDATES
So come on back sometimes.
REM UP, Boys, Shit's getting SYNC AF
https://youtu.be/7EyBi2hO_A0
mmk so I forgot a bit - o - wisdom from REMland
GOD descends on the OUTSIDE
SATAN ascends on the INSIDE
Ponder that.
The last scene from this morns sesh
I'm looking out a window to the sky, there's this 1/4 sky-filling heavenly planet, with a moon or two, I'm like, "Do you fucking see that?!"
I can't be sure so I go outside, it is still there.
I and others have been to NEW EARTH / NEW JERUSALEM, it is fucking gorgeous, peaceful,
what you would expect paradise to be. But this time I was seeing it from afar - just as relentlessly awe-inspiring.
It was just hovering there, in its glory, like, "What are you willing to sacrifice to be here?"
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OCT 1 2020 - Power is out, Red Sky, someone walks past me and dumps something on the back of my neck. I turn, it is my friend Oliver, he is mad / "jelly"... Sun comes back, he had made a sandwich out of little hotdogs and jelly. He keeps walking and I see he has dreadlocks now.
OCT 6 2020 - Me n Trump are rounding a bend to a clearing where we are going to fly RC, he a plane, I a glider. Returning, something is heading towards us fast, on a bicycle, Trump flies his plane into the thing. Later we are in an glass-walled home, He is outside and waves of water are up to his ankles, I am inside and can see what appears to be a shark or BEAST OUT OF THE SEA making its way towards him. I try to warn him but by the time I can the shark stands up and they both walk in. It was a guy in a shark suit. Shark guy walks over to an elevator door, we all get in and descend to a bunker-level.
I am in hovering-lotus position, about a foot off the ground, going down a street. I see an old frenemy ahead, I know this hovering act will impress him and scratch my ego. An actual friend is ahead of me, we pass frenemy guy without a glance. I am holding a dumbbell in each hand out in front of me. I notice that if I tilt them I can steer my otherwise forward-only, involuntary movement. We round a bend, I see The Kira Sue, I hover over to her and without an emotional charge I say, "HI, SPANKY!" I then scoop her up like a UPS package.
Kira and I are reuniting and we hear rumbling, we look up and there it is again, the massive dark storm.
We are in a cell made of red, pliable bars. I am tasked with flying a drone through the bars and bumping drone into button which releases a key. I have difficulty flying it as the control sticks are way too stubby and sensitive. I then decide to let Kira have a go at it.
OCT 13 2020 - themes of squalor, survival, back of the bus, bus is coming, commerce issues, anger when normally timid, time running out, veil thinning (seeing dead people, pet).
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